Words cannot describe what happened today. The right questions were asked but now ask me if I remember what was it I had other than hearing that it was a rare coincendence and not always leading to cancer.
CANCER the one word which no one wants to hear or how to be handled. My year of doctors and finding things wrong has been leading to options I don’t even know how it goes.
Yes I am vain, I don’t want to lose my hair but maybe a new reason to try a another wig out. The time to when all the results will come in is two months and 21 days. This will be the longest period ever in my life but I will promise myself things will change for this is the eye opener maybe that I was waiting to receive.
Do I deserve to be not have the disease but then who does and who am I to ask. I am the selfish one who wants to be here just realized the pity and pathetic life I been living saying I am going to die, well guess what Vic your request is granted.
Tomorrow will lead to the call again to get the correct diagnoses so I can over indulge in the internet see how long I have to live and what my percentage is of actually being benign.
Good night and kiss all the ones you love just because even healthy or not.